Anxiety

This is my first post in English.

Though I have been writing blog in Japanese, as I think it is better to let everybody in the world what I'm thinking about , I decide to try to write some post.

Anyway the contents I want to write is my troubles.

Sometimes there is times when I'm not suitable for researcher, though I wanted to be and aim to be.

This mean , recently I don't have adequate money to live comfortable life.

In order to raise my income, I invest myself , for example English conversation or engineering skill for AI the other world machin learning.

Even though there are many what I have to learn, the shortage makes me so melancholy that I can not concentrate on studying.

Is this mean I'm not suitable for researcher?

In my Image researcher fight many pressure.  In case I become a researcher, could I endure such a pressure?


That's all I want to write first.

Because I'm studying English there must be many mistakes on grammar or expression.
If you find any mistakes and are kind person, if advising me it I'm very grad.